13 March 2008

Jill Bolte Taylor: My stroke of insight

andrew: hey
i came here to find you
i need you to watch this
when you have some time
how are you?
Michele: good
i'll watch it in a sec. tied up on the phone
andrew: oh, anytime
don't worry
Sent at 9:30 PM on Thursday
Michele: watching it now
andrew: ok
Michele: interesting
wow, that was really good.
I'm not sure if I understand all of it.
andrew: me neither
but i liked it
i identified really strongly with what she was saying
Michele: yeah, it was engaging
so, help me understand what she was talking about
andrew: what part
Michele: nirvana
andrew: i think it would be amazing
if my left-brain would turn off
i would kill to feel that
Michele: but she said that she imagined a world where people could be aware of it and know that they could go there
can we?
how?
andrew: yeah that i don't know
go where
Michele: to the place where she was... being one with everything, being one enormous blob of energy
leaving behind emotional baggage
andrew: yes
i wish i could
Michele: but what was her point in telling that story
andrew: not sure
maybe that the brain is amazing
and hard to understand
Michele: yeah
andrew: yeah
ok, here's what i think
some people live physical lives
Michele: when i get a migraine headach it's like the beginning of what she was talking about with the stroke
andrew: taking this woman's description as accurate, that's a right-brain thing
yeah?
you get headaches like that
Michele: yes, finish what you were saying
andrew: well the other side of it is that
other people live isolated, internal lives of reflection
life of the mind
i think that part of what she was talking about was the power of bridging the gap
when you are stuck on one side
or
of realizing what's lost when you get stuck on one side
but also that it's just freaking amazing
total awe
at everything
i experience tinges of that sometimes
like i'll be driving down the road sometimes or when i used to hike up the mountains
and everything is so beautiful that i don't exist anymore
where my consciousness is obliterated by what i see
Michele: yeah?
andrew: or i wish that it would be; that i could be destroyed because of how nothing i am compared to everyting
anyway
that's just what i felt from her
thought i should share it with you
Michele: thanks :)
andrew: thanks for wanting to see it

2 comments:

merrilykaroly said...

I'm getting ready to try and have an unmedicated birth, and something I've read is that a woman's mind slips into this right brain mode at the peak of the pain in the midst of everything. This helps her deal with the intensity of the pain. They also say that at those very intense, indescribable moments, a mother feels connected with nature, with all other mothers who ever gave birth....so it was interesting to hear this lady talk about what it feels like to be totally in that brain hemisphere.

michele said...

Whoa!! that's so cool, adele! I've been thinking about you lately, I hope everything goes well. I am soooo impressed that you are going for an unmedicated birth! Wow... that's all I can say. I'll pray for you!!